Make no mistake, when I'm up in heaven with the Lord, I'm going to be standing next to Him, beaming as I watch you and telling him, "father, those are my kids" with the utmost pride.
You are my everything.
my second child. another piece of my heart to allow to live outside my body. my little girl, my maya bee. i love you little firefly. you are wonderful to me. here are my letters. some to you alone, some to you and brother. but all for love.
Make no mistake, when I'm up in heaven with the Lord, I'm going to be standing next to Him, beaming as I watch you and telling him, "father, those are my kids" with the utmost pride.
You are my everything.
It's really hard. You sleep next to a picture of mommy and daddy and it hurts me. This isn't what I wanted for you.
I wanted to give you everything.
I still will.
This wasn't my choice, and I know you can't understand.
But ill do anything for you honey.
Forever and for always.
You always wake up really effing early.
And we always have a little coffee date.
You get a little fancy in s cup and I drink coffee. I'm smitten with you. We are going to be the best of friends as you get big.
Stay close, maya narae.
I needed this cuddle at the end of a hard hard day. I love you both so much and I promise. Our struggle will not be in vain. I'm working hard for you babies!
I'll give you a life, a house, a family, a stability. Even when it's so hard at work and with daddy I'm really really trying to do the right thing. Always.
I hope I make you proud.