I love you.

Just know, my life is consumed with the love I have for you.

So.so.much.

Its my complete happiness.

LOVE :]

some more of us

you were SO proud. 

i love you little elf :)

that smirky smile will be the end of me. youre the bestest.

you make the best faces...

and youre SO happy.

cant tell, but everytimei kissed your cheek, you just smiled and laughed.

then you ate brothers workbook. 

i just LOVE making you smile.

:)

so scared :(

oh my precious loves. 

i cant lie. 

i cant hide my fear. 

i am TERRIFIED. 

i went in for my ultrasound yesterday, and a mass was seen inside my uterus. 

next week i go in for a biopsy, where they take the tissue off and examine it to get more information about the lump. 

im scared babies. 

all i can think about as i wait the week before this appt is what could happen. 

im SO in love with you. 

how can i face something like this? 

i know it could be completely benign, and no immediate danger, but the what ifs are infiltratingmy peaceful heart. 

the possibility that something could compromise the parent i am to you...it breaks me in two. 

know this above all. 

i.love.you. 

and everything i feel. everything i do. everything i AM. 

its because i love you. 

you are the best things that have happened to me and your daddy. 

man i wish i could bottle my love and give it to you so you can feel it always. 

love you sonshine. love you moon.

mahmee

I love you.

In ways I can never explain.
You are my son, my moon, my heart.
My soul mates and kindred spirits.
I lie awake some nights in awe of what you are.
And the love I have for you is ever changing, ever growing.
You're perfect for me, and I for you.
Always.always.

I love you.