changes.

oh my loves. 

I wish i had the best news for you. 

I know that in the coming months things will be hard. 

Mama and daddy will be moving into different houses, and we wont be a family under one roof anymore. 

but i promise you this: 

we will forever be a family. 

Daddy is a wonderful daddy. 

I am the best mama that I can be. 

we love each other and we love you. 

When youre older I will tell you things about Love that I have learned along the way. 

For now I will just reassure you every day that you are loved and that I love Daddy very much even if we arent living together. 

I started my new job at the Shelter and I am so excited. 

it is wonderful to be in a place that does so much good for the community and saves lives. 

I am excited to see where it goes. 

I have my first business trip in a few months and I am dreading not seeing you guys for a week. 

but it will be okay and we will forever be strong. you will get great time with Daddy. 

I promise you that I will always act out of Love for you and your wellbeing and not let my personal feelings of hurt or pain get in the way of giving you the best life possible. 

I am so in love with both of you. and this life we 4 have in each other will be a great one. 

I love you both, deeply and with fire. 

Never fear, Mama and daddy are here. 

I love you Sonshine and Moongirl. I really really love you. 

Christmas Narae

I love you baby.  Thanks for playing with me.

Daddy and Mommy love you!

Beautiful girl.

So serious and so lovely!

Firefly by Ed Sheeran

"Firefly"

I fell in love next to you
Burning fires in this room
It just fits
Light and smooth
Like my feet in my shoes
Little one, lie with me
Sew you heart to my sleeve
We'll stay quiet
Underneath shooting stars
If it helps you sleep
And hold me tight
Don't let me breathe
Feeling like
You won't believe

There's a firefly
Loose tonight
Better catch it
Before it burns this place down
And I lie
If I don't feel so right
But the world looks better
Through your eyes

Teach my skin
Those new tricks
Warm me up
With your lips
Heart to heart
Melt me down
It's too cold
In this town
Close your eyes
Lean on me
Face to mouth
Lips to cheek
Feeling numb
In my feet
You're the one
To help me
Get to sleep

And hold me tight
Don't let me breathe
Feeling like
You won't believe

There's a firefly
Loose tonight
Better catch it
Before it burns this place down
And I lie
If I don't feel so right
But the world looks better
Through your eyes

It's only been
One night of love
And maybe
That is not enough

Hold me tight
Don't let me breathe
Feeling like
You won't believe

It's only been
One night of love
And maybe
That's not enough

Hold me tight
Don't let me breathe
Feeling like
You won't believe

There's a firefly loose tonight
Better catch it
Before it burns this place down
And I lie
If I don't feel so right
But the world looks better
Through your eyes

You light my soul ablaze

Thank you for loving me back. 
Every day I hope I earn it and that you can feel my love on fire.

Mommy soap box

:)
I can hardly wait to see who sees your soul and whom your soul sees.  I love you both.