Babies!

My jude, you picked out your new blazer carseat. It was very important to me and daddy that you had a special new seat for when maya came home. You helped me pick it out, and even though the lady checked all over and couldn't find one in stock...when she checked again, one appeared! It mustve been gods intervening!

Maya, I fell in love with your carseat. Pink brown and white :) its called georgia stripe, and mommy and daddy debated calling you georgia for awhile. Its a song by hanson called "georgia" that brought us together, we used to sing it all the time. :)

Both for under 150$. LOVE this.

You are perfect!

My body.

This is what my maya and my jude have done to me.

And I LOVE looking at it. You babies make me beautiful.
I love you with unconditional perfect love.
Always.
Kisses to my moon and son.

At doctor checkin on ya. :)

Watching our blazers. Excellent!

Scared.

Jude,
We all get scared sometimes.
Daddy gets scared. Uncle gets scared. You get scared.
And mahmee gets scared too.
I get scared of something happening to you, or daddy. And when maya comes, I'm gonna be scared about her too.
I am filled with so much love for all you are and all you will become.  Sometimes its overwhelming. When mahmee gets a little paranoid, just remember its because I can't possibly love you more than I do, and that's a very vulnerable feeling.
You and daddy and maya are my loves, my hearts. You are my sonshine, maya is my moon and daddy is my love.
I'm so happy at you.

All the time.
Love love love.
Mahmee.

maya moonface

Maya Moon. maya maya moon. you have my permission to stay in there as long as it takes to get your immune system to perfection and your weight as healthy as it can be. full term is only a term, and not an eviction notice. i only ask you back away from the exit until its time. because you be heavy little lady. :)

Brother :) and sister

36 weeks 5 days. :)

Almost time babe.

:)

hi papaya

i may be hurty...but i love you. i dont blame you, i dont feel sad. im excited that in roughly 31 days (or anytime really) you will be coming to us. we have good doctors on our side, and you are going to be perfect!

love you moon!

Jude loves his sissy

And this is how he practices holding her. :) LOVE. :)

Our song.

You heard this the same time I did...and at 1250am you started dancing slowly the WHOLE time. You like it. And its fitting. I won't give up on you baby.

Some verses remind me of bubba and daddy. But this song baby girl? Its us. Our love. Our life. Our family. :)
I love you mayabelle.

"I Won'tGive Up" by jason mraz.

Hmmmm ...Hmmmm ...Hmmmm ...Hmmm ...

When I look into your eyes It's like watching the night sky Or a beautiful sunrise There's so much they hold And just likethem oldstars I see that you've come so far To be right where you are How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us Even if the skies get rough I'm givingyou allmy love I'm stilllooking up

And when you're needing your space To do some navigating I'll be here patiently waiting To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn Some even fall to the earth We've got a lot to learn God knows we're worth it No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not And who I am

I won't give up on us Even if the skies get rough I'm givingyou allmy love I'm stilllooking up Stilllooking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up) God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved) We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved) God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us Even if the skies get rough I'm givingyou allmy love I'm stilllooking up

You make mahmee want

BIG MACS!
I don't like fast food. Specially not mcdonalds...but you make me crave big macs. All.the.time. :)

I feel pretty :)

We, i mean. :)