Sunday, August 30, 2015

When I'm with God

Make no mistake,  when I'm up in heaven with the Lord,  I'm going to be standing next to Him, beaming as I watch you and telling him,  "father, those are my kids" with the utmost pride. 

You are my everything. 

Saturday, August 8, 2015

Dinner with daddy

Helping mama

Remind me to get contact solution since you're filling everything up with it lol.

Pancakes!

Wrestling with mama

It says "maya" !!!

Breaking hearts

It's really hard.  You sleep next to a picture of mommy and daddy and it hurts me.  This isn't what I wanted for you. 
I wanted to give you everything. 
I still will. 
This wasn't my choice,  and I know you can't understand. 
But ill do anything for you honey. 
Forever and for always. 

Goofy coffee maker

I love our morning dates!

Coffee dates with mama

You always wake up really effing early. 
And we always have a little coffee date. 
You get a little fancy in s cup and I drink coffee.  I'm smitten with you.  We are going to be the best of friends as you get big. 

Stay close,  maya narae.

Mama is struggling

I needed this cuddle at the end of a hard hard day.  I love you both so much and I promise. Our struggle will not be in vain.  I'm working hard for you babies!

I'll give you a life,  a house,  a family,  a stability.  Even when it's so hard at work and with daddy I'm really really trying to do the right thing.  Always.

I hope I make you proud.

Please recreate this when you're older

Do this picture again for me.  I'm smitten.  :')