whats in a name?

maya
narae
maya narae
papaya
yiya
Moon
kangaroo
Naroo
Rooster
bay girl
littlest (its my favorite when daddy calls you this)
sister

and 1,482,000 variations of these.

youre beautiful. but thats not the most important, nor is it who you are.
i can already tell that my sweet sweet girl is
sweet.
kind.
caring.
compassionate.
tender.
funny.
loving.

you have a sense of humor.
you love to be close to people, even if cuddling isnt always your favorite.
you love mornings. waking up is your favoritest thing ever. its as if you start each day with a "holy shoot im alive and it is freakin awesome!!!!".
you are so sweet. right now youre sickly, and all you want is not only my continued presence, but my constant touch. its powerful. even just my hand on you makes you feel more comfortable. i could touch your hand with my own and even though you are sick, its somehow better.

having that power, that affect on you? its priceless. im SO blessed that you and i have the relationship that we have.


you know what Moon?
your touch does the same thing for me.
saying i love you seems so silly, so understated.
but bay girl, i LOVE you. with 100% of my entire soul, my entire being. you give me SO much pride and joy.
im so smitten with you. you are my little moon. my littlest girl. an extension of my heart.

LOVE. :]

Oh mylanta. I'm in love.

Thank you. For your perfect heart. Perfect heart.

Middle night.

You woke up around midnight just to hang out. We watched some how I met your mother and then as I brought you in to put you to bed you began laughing hysterically. Everything I did, even just wrapping you up, made you laugh so hard you almost woke auntie heather up.

Your laugh is so expressive now. Its showing YOU. I love it.

My sweet sweet baby girl.

You're my world.

Love you moon.

Just more love.

You're almost 6 months now maya!
Big moon!

be a ladayyy

the sheer fact
that I get to be the one you look up to
the one who you look to as a role model
the one who teaches you about how to love another
and how you deserve to be loved
the one who teaches you how to love yourself and love your body
and how to see the good in people
the fact that i get to talk to you about love
and watch as you do it.
that one day i get to watch you walk by your daddy down the aisle
that ill get to watch someone eagerly await your arrival at the end of that aisle.
the fact that I get to be your MAMMA
this is the greatest thing.
the sweetest thing
and not ever the slightest thing.


i love you maya narae.

My son. My moon.

Just some funs. :)

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Your eyes are my favorite thing!

So so sweet.