i cant lie.
i cant hide my fear.
i am TERRIFIED.
i went in for my ultrasound yesterday, and a mass was seen inside my uterus.
next week i go in for a biopsy, where they take the tissue off and examine it to get more information about the lump.
im scared babies.
all i can think about as i wait the week before this appt is what could happen.
im SO in love with you.
how can i face something like this?
i know it could be completely benign, and no immediate danger, but the what ifs are infiltratingmy peaceful heart.
the possibility that something could compromise the parent i am to you...it breaks me in two.
know this above all.
i.love.you.
and everything i feel. everything i do. everything i AM.
its because i love you.
you are the best things that have happened to me and your daddy.
man i wish i could bottle my love and give it to you so you can feel it always.
love you sonshine. love you moon.
mahmee
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